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Because seeing is believing...
About FOOTPRINTS IN THE BAJRA (Cedar Books, New Delhi); By Nabina Das
"The interspersion of references from both the West and India do not clash. Shakespeare and Lazarus as reference points are brought in with ease, as also Valmiki and Goddess Chhinnamasta, and nothing jars ... The language is poetic and creates visual images of beauty and ugliness side by side." -- ABHA IYENGAR, poet (Yearnings: Serene Woods, 2010) and fiction writer in MUSE INDIA, May-Jun 2010
Monday, January 31, 2011
FOOTPRINTS IN THE BAJRA a "first in Indian writing in English"
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Sketch Poems in FULL OF CROW
If you haven't yet, go check out this cool online journal called FULL OF CROW, Winter issue 2010, VOID. Lots of good writing -- both poetry and fiction -- and beautiful sketches.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Reviews by me -- Sudeep Sen and Abha Iyengar's collections
Two poetry collection reviews of mine are up on Mascara Literary Review and Pirene's Fountain, both very sophisticated literary journals.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Featured poem in "Durable Goods 28"
EVENING THINGS is featured in Durable Goods issue 28, published by Aleathia Drehmer, poet and publisher from Upstate NY.
Evening Things
By Nabina Das
5 p.m. The trees invite blue china clouds
They forget the sun cannot light the lamp
5 p.m. You are drinking tea with honey
Inside a penumbra by the Radhachuda tree
You can wait, then bring the oil lamp out
Circumnavigate the non-existent tulaxi
The Namghar’s 5 p.m. silence will soon erupt
Its tranced kortaal dueting with the khol
5 p.m. You will know that time has struck
Gooseberry dreaming the shadow of a home.
NOTE: I realize there are some words in the poem that are not from the English language and hence need explaining. However, I don't like giving glossary.
Image from my photo album
Friday, October 15, 2010
Non-fiction Piece published in BAP Quarterly
When I wrote it down recently, I thought this non-fiction piece of mine read more like a story. It is one no doubt, considering how dramatic real life could get for some people. And I find myself going back to such themes again and again, whether in essay or poetry -- the quest for defining borders, the urge to un-map oneself and the discovery that confines are within our own minds.
"He had seen us through the crowd. Lunch time. A 15-course buffet and the smell of mustard oil I cannot miss. Jackson Heights is an ant hill of colors – white, brown, black. White faces, black arms, brown legs. The United Colors of Humanity flag flapping in the glee of an autumn New York breeze of 2007.He has worked under the roof of this un-glitzy Bangladeshi restaurant for decades now. He has hummed Amar Shonar Bangla in the beginning over cauldrons of boiling oil or milk, dreamed of dazzling green paddy, and then slowly forgotten everything. His education was meager, not enough to earn him a stable job back home in a newborn nation. But the money to the middleman “bhai” was just what he could pay for a better life as a New Yorkistani. After all, there was no family, no ties. Why even stick around to be prodded by the police and hear comments from the neighborhood maulavi for not having grown his beard long enough?"
Thursday, October 7, 2010
"Redness" wins a prize
It was nice to know I was awarded the 1st prize for my entry "REDNESS" by the UNISUN-Reliance poetry contest. That poem is special to me.
Redness
The summer storm bloomed on an eastern sky
the west looked red
roses of anger heaped on a bush stuck in its thorns
smarting faces, hatred.
**
You were watching Caché in the living room TV
blood squirting from slashed up necks
headless chickens scattered in an ungainly race
backwards, forward, again back.
**
My finger touched a tomato skin shedding light
of a red ink, darklike –
wasn’t this what my father’s revolutionary friends
brought in, a newspaper wrapped tight
**
So not everyone would know how words tumble
red and angry on our roads?
I thought I saw a word flutter open again, a hue,
not a name or mundane things like odes.
**
You thought we’d lost our tongues, our attitude
piled under the redness of shame
peripheral to storms, deaths, news of constant ruse
and I realized, a color doesn’t need a name.Thursday, September 16, 2010
Director Onir on "Footprints..."!!
"Finally managed to read Footprints in the Bajra. Compelling reading, lovely drama and great texture. Enjoyed reading very much. Thank you for giving me your book to read."
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Waiting on the MFA
Sunday, September 5, 2010
"Footprints" review in Business World magazine
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
SURFACES Poetry Reading & Chapbook Launch
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Tea with Reza
By Nabina Das
Little glasses warmed by steam
Posing ballerinas pirouetting in silver holders
Glassy eyes too from steaming tears in
Tea-colored eyes
The kettle whistled Reza said, like
The train whizzing past his little
Iranian township that sang
Khoshbakhtam, khoshbakhtam!
Where poplars grew tall, very tall
Reza’s arms ceramic and
Bent bow-like from his time in jail
In a dark cell where he wasn’t given
Books to read or
Newspapers but just lashes and blows
Now and then for reading Marx
At the university
His tealeaf eyelids brimming up
With that memory …
He handed us glasses on silver holders
Held them tender, candles during prayer
The Revolution was not for my
Heart and soul, Reza cried
O my dear comrades, O my friends…
I came to be with you for freedom
And manifestos and democracy
Talks showering morning’s calm
On poplars I loved, my friends loved
Friends who were lost and gone
For singing The Internationale
Their arms bent too, cracked ceramic
Backs scarred, resting in unknown graves
Sometimes letters from prison came
Once a year, till they stopped, mentioning
The smell of tea freshly brewed
Just like this, verses of aroma
Coiling over us during our tea
With Reza one nineties evening…
He still waits in exile.
First published in Mad Swirl
**
Waiting on the News
By Nabina Das
Come Aitaa
we must discuss before time if we want radishes in this year’s garden
green gourds climbing a common fence, sure, you can have some
also coriander to sprinkle on the pitika for a late afternoon meal
bhoot-jolokia that no one will eat, the army fancies it now we know
the newspapers have it all, the tea shops get their fortune told
Come Aitaa
Let’s talk about the one-legged pigs and calves born this year
the ducks that won’t stop chasing the hens even if you yelled,
about the corner-shop Bipin I’m not sure, his ma died crying
for he was gone in the forest, they say, to become an insurgent,
but the mother said… to find the old dog Gela of the mangy coat--
to those stories Aitaa, my answers are slippery feet on oil
Come Aitaa
Let’s walk down the paddy lanes just till the town bus stand
While you wait for aunt Moromi; I’ll tell you why Aslam won’t sell
His fish cheap even if you swear on the hungry-mouthed floods
forsaken huts and the fungal pots pans we won’t ever throw away
but if you wonder why the one-eyed Harekrishna didn’t return
from the big market of Ganeshguri, no ID, no whereabouts
Aitaa, I swear on my loveless luck I’d have to invent a new fairytale.
This work is supported by Sarai-CSDS, Delhi, under an Associate Fellowship
The Woman from Both Sides
By Nabina Das
When they came home they praised
Her for her naked room, the swiped floor
Kantha-stitched cushion covers and a neat
Tulsi plant doing a dhamail in the breeze
When they arrived at the garden gate they
Marveled at the roses she grew after meals
The verandah with old cane stools dozing
Before evening gods would arrive for alms
When they were asked to say a few words
They saw her brass urns glint on shelves
Filled with partition stories, re-invented,
Re-told with new metaphors washed clean
With her starched chemise in this side’s sun
They wept to see her calmer than usual
So, they sat down by her body’s silence
When they looked at her all wrapped in white
Sandal scents holding on tight to a gray lock
Tucked behind the right ear, they also saw
Her fingers soiled from that side, maps of tales.
This work is supported by Sarai-CSDS, Delhi, under an Associate Fellowship
**
After the Show
By Nabina Das
We were on the paddies
we walked gingerly
toes to toes to heels
against toes
they said someone
might be following us
We were on
the rails of words
we spoke less
just squeezed
proverbs like stress balls
or mother’s hand
We were inside night’s
armory where
owls sharpened our
verbs of anxiety
skunks clawed at rising
codas of our breaths
We were sweaty
after our show
each one of us done
with our roles
entering a new theater
with the summer mist
where our faces
were terracotta
against the thuds
of rifle butts someone
said would follow us
till the journey’s end
We were deep
inside a language
whose dialogues
rang in a darkness
bright as the ancient
demon’s teeth
its beastly innocence
shone through our flak
There were flowers
red and green
there were the gods
fallen face down
songs about how
they all became
absent mannequins
also songs the grain-
thrashers sang
in the split of
old war stories
then we rehearsed
another new scene.
This work is supported by Sarai-CSDS, Delhi, under an Associate Fellowship
**
Ahalya’s Wish
By Nabina Das
Her visit made everyone run
fetch her special seat, water glass
a separate special plate, later scoured
separate, after her after-work snack
We kids ran in a tumult to see if
her teeth were different in number
than the last time, slurpy betel
juice soaked, scary monster-red
Mother made chitchat, served her
coconut candies in summer
black sesame sweets in winter
with jaggery or handmade bread
Aunts poured her water slowly
careful not to spill, not to mop
once she cleaned the outhouse
a relic from an unknown rural life
Once she cut the shrubs, weeded, threw
the dead skunk in a ditch and cleaned
up, we kids asked her to pick a name that
she’d like to be in her dreams so she
could be allowed to play with us
make us clay dolls of earthly shapes
Her dark forehead gleamed, no sindoor
the sari-end bunched at her sagging breasts.
Her instant candor still rings in my head:
“I’d like to be made flesh, don’t know the name,”
she said. “Feet first, I will touch everything.”
This work is supported by Sarai-CSDS, Delhi, under an Associate Fellowship
**
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Book Interview in THE SENTINEL -- All About "Footprints"
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Review of "Footprints..." in THE STATESMAN
THE STATESMAN, Sunday Supplement "8th Day" of May 16, 2010, has these words about "Footprints in the Bajra".
Thursday, April 29, 2010
My Father Tells a Story -- poem in "Indian Literature" (Sahitya Akademi)
Was walking to the library
She naturally didn’t see
The truck creep up behind her
Stuffed with soldiers wearing
Leafy helmets, false implants in
The heart of that shell-shocked
Macadamized Bengal town
**
Her face a sorry storybook
Quite a few pages torn
When they found her by
A garbage dump, stared at
By the ancient panhandler
The poor bastard refused arrest
Shouted abuses, got suitably
Thrashed by the police
**
The young man whispered
Show me your palm your
Red henna peacock from
Last night’s festivities
Then she read him a poem
About crocodiles in snare
Until they fell asleep in
Each other’s arms, dreaming
**
There was a river, grass and
Flowers shrouding its banks
Its depth unknown, but easy
For the rebels to swim
The same night Yahya Khan
Made quick plans to strike
Universities where students
Danced to songs of Tagore
**
That was a night when nervous
Sirens screamed on, his
Would-be bride was picked up
And thrown. Folding up
Maps that fooled, didn’t show
A country of hearts, he left
A peacock mourned for her
And him. No country yet for them.
**
Image from the Internet: Jamini Roy, Untitled; gouache on paper.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
"Footprints in the Bajra" reviewed in Pioneer newspaper
Footprints in the Bajra
Author: Nabina Das
Publisher: Pustak Mahal
Price: Rs 175
Shwetank Dubey says Nabina Das ably recreates the milieu of Maoist-infested regions of India
Reform is always good, especially when it concerns someone who has been misled, used, lied to and then forsaken by those who she thinks are her well-wishers. The only thing that such a person can do is give back what she got, albeit with much more intensity. Everyone has to wake up some day or the other and smell the coffee, and that is what Muskaan, the protagonist in Nabina Das’ novel Footprints in the Bajra, did. After feeling betrayed by her mentor, she finally took refuge in the advice given by her student-activist friend from New Delhi and decided to chart her own life, for once.
For anyone who comes from the rural areas of Bihar, Chhattisgarh and parts of West Bengal, Maoism is nothing new. It has been there as a part and parcel of their lives since decades. Illiteracy being a common curse in such regions, it plays a very important part in helping Maoist rebels build an army to fight against the administration and the Government. The simple villagers are made to believe that they are better off fighting the Government than supporting it. And that is what the main villain in the novel, the village teacher, Suryakant Sahay aka Comrade Suraj, cashes on. With the help of his second in command, Nirav Saxena alias Comrade Avadhut, they perform the most unsaintly acts of attacking and killing the Chaudharys of Chabutara, the upper class village, as well as devising strategies against the Government.
Since time immemorial, landlords have been touted to be major oppressors so much so that the divide created by the upper castes has led to even a greater help to the Maoists. As Nabina Das puts it in her novel, with the help of the Internally Displaced People (IDP), Maoists built a strong army. Such IDPs were made to fight for the “cause” and inducted in the Red Army. After a lot of investigative journalism, as well as the changed stance of the Government, it has now become common knowledge about how uneducated people in rural areas, especially those living in places where the Government and administration takes a lot of time to reach, have been cheated by the Maoist brigade since decades, in the promise of a better life and “revenge” from their erstwhile oppressors. Added to this is the fact that farming also underwent a drastic change wherein grain crops were replaced by poppy fields. This turned into a major funding device for the Maoists. All this has been quite prominently woven into the story by Nabina Das.
Everything undergoes change, and so does Muskaan’s life. The various upheavals in her life, right from being a child soldier, being held captive by the Chaudharys, being kept in a safe house, to joining the non-Government organisation Shaktishalini and pursuing higher studies and, finally, of closing the entire chapter by being an “emancipator” of the masses, are few things to be reckoned with.
Being betrayed is a very heart-breaking feeling and Muskaan faces this throughout her life, till she decides to hold the reins herself. Her first lover, Palash, decides to break up with her after she is abducted by the Chaudharys after an attack by the so-called Hunting Brigade formed by the upper castes with the help of the administration to quell the Maoist menace, the details of which are revealed much later in an emotional outburst to Nora.
Nirav and Sahay use her for their own interests in furthering their cause. After their group is disbanded, they find it in their best interests to tie-up with the Maoist brigade from across the border in Nepal. They realise the Red Brigade in India is mismanaged and there is no common thinking or a leader. Moreover, for their cause to survive, they decide that the best option is to adopt the stance taken by the Nepal Maoists — take to politics. Muskaan plays a very important role in this (as a pawn for Sahay and Nirav) after she joins Shaktishalini. The NGO is hacked by Nirav for his tie-up with the Nepal Maoists, while Rehana (who runs the NGO) thinks that she has found the perfect mentor for her cause of upliftment of women.
Nabina Das has chosen the first person account of narrating a story from the main characters of the novel, Nora the sheherwali (urban dweller), Muskaan the rebel, Suryakant Sahay the crafty clandestine planner and Avadhut the frontrunner of all the operations. While the narratives are quite detailed when read from the perspective of it being a scholarly article (footprints of good education and reading prowess among the main protagonists are inadvertently displayed), there are various other details that could have been made clearer. The motive of people like the headmaster and the businessman for joining such a cause is a bit muddled.
However, the book deals with something that no urban resident is bound to know on his own — the life and times of people living in Maoist infested areas and why do they give in to the temptation provided by the Red Brigade.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
SIX-MILE-CREEK: A Postcard-Poem
Sleep is a sharp river bend
Geology too, on a face-smooth rock
One that climbs up the banks
From the creek that flows
Behind my hill on a cascading street
Called water, silent at night
They say the trout should
Flock after this neon winter passes
And now only sprigs float
Below the dam after six miles
Where half-nude youngsters jump into
The liquidy sheet ignoring signs
That say “don’t”. They still do
With their sudden laughter waking up
Us who sleep on the rocky shore.
**
Image from the Internet: Six-Mile-Creek, Ithaca, a painting by John Clum
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Reading from "Footprints in the Bajra", April 17, 4-5 p.m.
Friday, April 9, 2010
"Wood-Story Before the Millennium and Now": New Poem in DM 34
Wood-Story Before the Millennium and Now
This is a table where we used to keep a glass vase in the nineties
the sun a syruping gooseberry often tumbling out of it reckless
a wooden table, smooth-plank body of a tree dressed for our
weekend dinners. Some clutter as it happens with faces clustered
coats of varnish and heavy-lashed lacquerware, dead-white ceramic
this will still be the same surface where we will spill the gravy
push the sparkling tea across, lick any fallen crumbs with thumbs
**
Keep the fast, it gives long life
to your husband, those elderly
women will implore and
let the table carry ornate
plates of offerings you won’t easily touch
only after the moon does first
its shadow on the water on your silver tray.
And then the table can sing like a cricket
all that crockery clattering
we will eat everything before
the moon-shadow devours the mind
ignoring what the women say.
In fact, you will know, I only cared
about just crickets because they
love the blackness of soul just as I do.
**
When I close my eyes I see my aunt lissome and dark with her braid
long like those thick twines for hauling country boats to shore
she smiles and shows a tooth we were told is of the elephant, rare.
I see her on her back on the bed tossing a red plastic ball over her chest
lob and drop and lob and show the gajadanta smile while my uncle
sits two feet away on a table, the one they never dined on, used as a shelf
for things, littered for the most time. He dangling his black-shoed feet as
if he is a kid watching the unbelievable enchantress woman’s trick
of lobbing a red-desire ball high up; the head of the old-fashioned bed
preventing him to leap forward, also because I zip into the room
looking for my cousin as uncle shifts, legs undangle, the table creaks.
**
The life story of woods
when they come from
forests of greenness
tells of more lines and stars
than found on our palms.
**
I don’t remember when Habib Tanveer or Gangubai the siren throat died
when was it bringing home wads of cash that quick dirty jobs paid was cool
money for home, food, electronics, but no song or lines; but I do remember
rehearsing one afternoon with Habib for a play we would perform in a street
where racketeers and launderers ran their shops; they watched, we stood
on the dust as if on breadcrumb crusts strewn on a table top, hewn uneven
because no one cleaned; a china cup stayed back, the old tea leaves telling
a tale of the millennium as they should, like all things emancipated and sweetly old.
This work is supported by Sarai-CSDS, New Delhi.
Image from Danse Macabre literary journal